Conflicting emotions

[tudorstyle]

Apparently, my niece let me know on FB that my foster mom passed away earlier on. Now, she and I didn't see eye to eye but, I still loved her... y'know? And I believe that is why I feel so conflicted.... is this normal? *shrugs* She was 90. I came to her in 1979 when I was five and my previous foster mother also passed away. I left her place after she had her stroke 11 years ago.

Death is weird like that. I guess I can move on from the shit I put up with, what with her rampant alcoholism? Anyways... I refuse to talk bad about the dead.

Sam